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I'm single and I haven't had sex in about 6 months. I guess this is the longest I've gone since I lost my virginity. I agree with the "I am not the man" feeling you get. My self esteem is the lowest it has been in a long time and I think the lack of sex has a lot to do with it. I think I'm also more stressed because of it.
I also just feel annoyed at myself...I don't know if I can explain it. It's like, because I'm not having sex I'm really horny and it bugs me that I'm that way. ...I don't know if that makes sense. I know I shouldn't feel bad that I'm horny, but I do. I guess I feel like I'm a typical guy who just wants to get laid, but that's not all that I want. That part of me feels more prevalent because it's been so long.
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