la petite moi

Okay, so...my mother has recently been diagnosed with breast cancer. My entire family is worried that it has spread too, because she has a lump in her collarbone and urinary problems. She's 54 years old and hadn't had a mammogram since she was 42 years old.

Also, I dented my dad's fender when trying to get gas (stupid me) and so now I have to somehow find a replacement fender.

On top of that, my only courage and solace (my boyfriend- nwlinkvxd) has left for Hawaii for nine days. I could have gone, but I am doing summer school at the college.

In addition, I am deathly afraid of dying in a car accident or wrecking the car REALLY badly, so it doesn't help that I now have to drive twenty minutes to school and twenty minutes back home.

Anyway, it all just sorta added up and now I've been crying for three days nearly straight. I just can't feel happy. I'm so completely depressed.

So...someone please help?