Ha, thanks Lindsey.
Well as I said, I'm in counseling, but it's for a group of grad students... so I'm looking this week to find an individual counselor. I know most people aren't qualified here, but I guess I'm just looking for similiar experiences. The birth control really has me worried here, as you've seen in the Ladies Lounge... today it made me throw up (at least, I'm pretty sure, nothing else out of the ordinary) and I'm starting to despise it.
MH73, I know what you're saying... and I do think it's a big part of it, but like I said, we lived together for 5 months before being long-distance and I was even depressed during some of those times. So it seems I just have issues in general that I need to continue working on... but you're right, I should try to socialize more. I'm considering getting an apartment with roommates next year instead of living by myself. I thought this would be good for me, but maybe it isn't.