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Typically when things are going really bad, whether high stress or just profound changes leading towards depression; I feel the need to be aggressive and to feel pain to release physiologically some of my psychological shitstorm, and I often physically feel the need to cut myself at that point, usually at the bottom of the thighs. It's fairly urgent, but I never have though.
I would never ever hurt another person, especially one I care about, so it would bother me if I crossed the line and hurt myself, because I would be afraid of hurting another person unintentionally.
I have thought seriously previously about suicide, as far as that goes.
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