Nancy

Too damn dependent if you ask me. I know a girl that, despite her very good looks, feels so insecure without make-up that she wears it during the night!

Personally I like make-up but only in small doses. I only use mascara except when I go to a party/wedding etc - then I throw in some lipstick and eyeliner too. Wearing more than that makes me feel to incredibly false.

Loverboy's not really into women wearing make-up and often tells me how good I look without it. He often encourages me to wear none at all. I can't tell you how much that boosts my self-esteem not to mention that it makes me feel incredibly relaxed around him.

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I have all the characteristics of a human being: blood, flesh, skin, hair; but not a single, clear, identifiable emotion, except for greed and disgust. Something horrible is happening inside of me and I don't know why. My nightly bloodlust has overflown into my days. I feel lethal, on the verge of frenzy.
I think my mask of sanity is about to slip.