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I suck at keeping my cool... the silliest, smallest thing can throw me into a foot stomping, teeth gritting fit of rage. and no one is safe. i even irritate the hell out of myself with getting so angry so easily.
I suck at making my own decisions. For example... don't ask me where I'd like to go for dinner... just choose.. cause I'll just re-ask you the same question...
I'd rather have to deal with eating at the restaurant I hate the most (cause typically I can find something to eat) and know the other person is completely content.. than knowing they just ate there to make me happy. ha.... and at this moment I just realized I force them into doing what I don't want to. crap.
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My life has no purpose, no direction, no aim, no meaning, and yet I'm happy. I can't figure it out. What am i doing right?
-Charles M. Schulz
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