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-Goodbye-
So hard to say
Why exactly I loved you.
It crushed me when it ended,
But now looking back
I can’t say I’m so sorry anymore.
I was never perfect
But I can’t say you were either.
You inspired so many things in me
And here’s one more before I forget you.
You always were able to make me laugh.
We had some good times, and I’ll try not to forget them.
Even after you turned me down, I still laughed
Because it kept me from crying.
But I was never able to open up to you.
Not really.
You didn’t want me to show you the love.
Later I didn’t want you to see the hate.
I don’t know why I didn’t scream.
You made me want to,
Both without you,
And with you, toward the end.
I only showed you twice,
But you didn’t see it;
Or didn’t want to.
I didn’t try again.
I miss that sometimes.
But I try not to dwell
On the past anymore.
We’ve both moved on.
I hope you finally found someone
Who can make you happy.
I did.
But I still can’t look you in the eye.
Because there’s something I never found there,
And when you miss something like that
You can’t go back.
Before too long, we’ll be leaving this place.
We’ll say goodbye- but not really-
We’ve already said goodbye.
You said goodbye to me almost a year ago now.
I’m saying it today.
For all of the times I wanted to tell you I loved you
And couldn’t.
For all of the times I wanted to tell you I hated you
And wouldn’t.
For all of the times we might have spent together
And never will now.
Goodbye.
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