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ive attempted suicide a few times- pills mostly, and one time some very deep shaky cuts.
now mostly, its become a problem where i intentionally am apethetic to my body. if my stomach hurts, its funny to me. if my back hurts, i apply more weight to it.
i have thoughts about suicide everyday, but i choose to stay alive because i have someone very important in my life. along with the fact that i am curious as to how crappy my future will be, since i'm only a senior in high school. hmmmm...
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