Gone away
 

My GF of over 7 years has been gone for three weeks, taking care of her sick parents (both went into the hospital within a couple days of each other). She's in another state, and it's the longest we have been apart. I mentally know that she has to do what she is doing, but I feel so crappy. We talk on the phone every day, but it's just not the same.

Pulling the pud takes care of the urges, but the past few days I feel so empty. I don't want to do anything, and over the last weekend, I only left the house once. I have been trying to lose weight, but now I just ate three bowls of ice cream. I knew it was bad, but I just didn't care.

Sigh :(

Well just keep hope man, she will be back soon enough. I am going to a different different college than my girlfriend now, and only hope will get you through it.