do you live with abandon?

Depression has done a lot to cut into the whole living with abandon thing.
I'm doing the best I can but right now just going outside can sometimes be a challenge.
There have been times when I have free climbed rock faces and battled with sword and mace.
I raised two daughters and that's something you had better do with abandon.

 

No. I don't know how.

 

I am a wild thing always have been, but not sure I actually live with abandon. I need to cultivate more balance in life, and more stability. Now I have to find my own way and follow some of those long shelved dreams. The most important thing for me to do these past 16 years has been to make sure my children know that they are loved, worthy of love, and will go forth as good, curious, kind, creative, compassionate, competent human beings on their adventures into the world.